Bloodshot, watered, diluted, and not knowing
Why is it that we always remember?
Refused to flush, refused to die.
This beautiful image; it won't go away

Intoxicated Contradiction
Why can't I decide?
Inebriated Desparation
Feeds on my choice to hide

True clarity is so sparse
Distorted insight lies again
That acquired is negated
Indulgence springs anew
Peering through this hazy surface
I try to decifer
Is this false euphoria?
Or am I on to something?
Is this damaging the other bond?
This unclear second world
I almost want to
This beautiful image; it won't go away

Whoever that may be
Whoever that could be
Whoever that should be
Whoever I want that to be

Maybe I need this

My eyes are bleeding
My mind is backward
My mind is bleeding
My eyes are backward

My lucidity is hemorrhaging
And liquefying into obscurity

This horrible image; it won't go away

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